Monday, May 14, 2012

what's up

It's been awhile since I've written much of substance. But I've been dancing lots of substance so we'll call it a win.

Things that have happened:

  • This Ain't Egypt (The Dark Side Studio's student recital--video posted below)
  • Attended and completed Rachel Brice's 8 Elements Phase I: Initiation
    • I loved 8 Elements. I loved loved loved it. 
  • Registered for the October 8 Elements Phase II: Cultivation Class
  • Went to two excellent Fireside chats, one about costuming and one about makeup. Honestly, if you dance and are in Toronto, you shouldn't be missing these. All kinds of people with different experiences, strengths, opinions and styles are coming out, and it's such a great networking opportunity if you can get there.
  • Hung out with some out of town beauties, including girl-crushes Monique and Laura of Cabaret Serpentine  and my home-girls Lori and Diana of the Neighbourhood Strays and WLDC.
  • Taught a Lyrical Bellydance Workshop (that went awesomely and will definitely be happening again in the future)
  • Getting ready for Infusion Gala with Rachel Brice on June 2nd. Buy your tickets. Why haven't you bought your tickets.
  • Getting some calendar items and visits in order for later this year, whoo!
Truthfully (and excitingly), it's been a lot of the last one. I'm in a lot of rehearsals for the show right now, and it's going well. Things are starting to come together and I'm getting really, really excited. I feel really challenged and excited. I'm dancing, I'm learning, I'm creating. I'm making costuming. 

I don't have an awful lot of time for self reflection about my dance right now, because I'm too damn busy dancing all the time, and I can't help but think that's exactly what I need to be doing right now. I sometime over-intellectualize things. Understatement.

One more thing.

I made a conscious decision over the winter that I wanted to approach every dance experience with positivity and an open mind. Part of over-intellectualizing and forming opinions and ideas (and this is the bad part of something that is otherwise mostly good) is that it means you can close your mind. Realizing that I can just take everything in stride instead of getting up on a high horse all the time is a huge relief and it's made me a happier person. I feel like I'm improving as a student and as a teacher as direct result, and I think it will help me become a more fearless and generous performer. And definitely a better friend. I feel like everything I was thinking along these lines has been cemented and reiterated lately, especially at Initiation.

So maybe that's why I've been able to get down to business lately and just dance. It would make sense.

And to cap it off, here's a video of Audra and I performing to 3055 by Olafur Arnalds at the aforementioned This Ain't Egypt show in March.



Wednesday, April 18, 2012

vision vision

My latest piece from This Ain't Egypt 2012, the Dark Side Studio's student show. I had a blast making and performing this piece. I LOVE this song.


As per usual, talking about my experience at 8 Elements Initiation™ is hard for all the reasons. Intensives are so hard to describe, and although I pulled so much useful stuff out of the process, so much of what goes on happens inside my head and is deeply personal.

But before I go, you should get your tickets for the InFusion Gala, because I suspect they will sell out.

Monday, March 12, 2012

tribal massive, work hard play hard, 8 elements and beyond

I'm a week back from Tribal Massive and as usual with that sort of thing I don't have a lot of useful thoughts I can share about the experience on the internet. Studying intensively is highly personal, and that kind of learning takes time to settle in your mind and body. So it's par for the course that I'm in a state of flux right now. I can already feel some new ideas coming through in my teaching and practice, and we'll see what happens in performance too.

I can give you some superficial details about the trip. Davies and I were roommates again, which was awesome. We spent a lot of time processing our feelings together, which is always great. Our minds work very differently, so having someone to challenge my first instinct or idea is good for me. We also got to spend a lot of time catching up with Lottridge. There was just so much to say.

Davies and I also made a set to dance together at the Sunday night hafla. I did a solo piece to Skinny Love as covered by Birdy, and we performed the first piece we made together last year, Lights by Ellie Goulding (Bassnectar remix). I've been dancing to Skinny Love on and off since just after Christmas, and can honestly say that even with all the repetition and puzzling and drilling of bits and pieces, I rarely hear the opening chords without tearing up. The line "And now all your love is wasted, then who the hell was I?" makes me die a little inside. The song roughs me up a little, emotionally. The response I got for the solo and we got for our duet was wonderful.

So much so that after it was all over, the lovely Tori asked us to perform our set again at the Massive Spectacular that Thursday. Very exciting. We had to sort out some costuming (hafla stage being very different from stagey stage and all) which lead to some hilarious day-before-the-show shenanigans, but in the end we were very pleased with everything. The show went great, our piece felt kickass and all in all we felt very proud of ourselves. There was absolutely so much positive energy, warmth and love being sent our way from the Dark Side Studio the night of the show too. Making your home studio proud is the best. And your home province too (special props to my ridiculously supportive family and also to Vanessa for the sweet message).

Photo stolen from Michaella Manning, I hope that's ok :)
Davies and I just before stepping onstage at the Massive Spectacular
We took 52 hours of class with so many awesome teachers, I took about 5000 pages of notes. I drilled my ass off, I thought a lot, Davies and I debated a lot. We ate a lot, we worked hard, we learned fast. I tried to take note of how each teacher approached the material differently and on which elements they focused. I found myself noticing the kind of energy different instructors brought to the studio, how it affected my learning and the class overall. 

Landed at home last Sunday with no voice (literally, I'm not being metaphorical, I was hoarse from smoke in the casino and a bad cold). Got to squeeze in a quick tea with Aud before she went off to Cultivation, and now I'm teaching classes at the Dark Side Studio all week!

I also ran a Work Hard, Play Hard 2 workshop on Saturday, which had an amazing turnout. I'm so excited that such lovely ladies came out to play (and work) and I'm already musing on what I'd like to focus in on for next time. The feedback I've gotten each of the three times I've taught that format has been invaluable and has given me a lot of insight into what dancers want to learn more about, or what they look for when they take a class with me.

I'm also moving to a new place with my new fiancé (yeah I got a new apartment and got engaged this month too).

Additionally, I am getting ready to go to Portland for 8 Elements: Initiation in three weeks. So that I can come back and get down to business of some cool Lavish things for the InFusion Gala featuring Rachel Brice.

Oh and I want to teach in St. John's again soon.

No sweat. 

Ok a lot of sweat.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

random notion #1

I read a paraphrased version of this idea on a strength forum and wanted to repurpose it for dance, because damn if it ain't true--

As an advanced beginner, you'll start to notice your strengths. As an intermediate you'll get to know your weaknesses. Addressing those weaknesses is the only way to become great.

Just a thought!

Friday, February 3, 2012

my practice

In the comment section of my now not-so-recent rant about how people should practice their dance, a local dancer named Laura asked how I go about structuring my own practice. Being more aware and articulate about my practice is getting easier, since it's part of my Pewter curriculum and I've also started getting ready to take 8 Elements in April. So making this post is easier today than it might have been in the past.

To reiterate, I've always practiced dance, so maybe it's a brain muscle that's well developed for me. As I've mentioned before, it was a rule in my house that if I wanted lessons or classes in something, I had to show that I was working to get better. That idea has stuck with me, so I rarely pursue things that I don't have time to work on. I'm outrageously bad at being a hobbyist.

My practice is not always as long as I'd like for it to be, but I try to keep it consistent in terms of when, if not in terms of how long or where. Whenever I try to make sure my setting is "perfect" for practice (e.g. "I have two hours undisturbed for practice, I am not stressed about anything, my body feels great, I'm in the studio/gym/space with mirrors and adequate space, etc.") I get obsessive and get nothing done. I don't demand that level of preparation or exactitude for most thngs--I'll read, write, work, sit or socialize anywhere at any time, so I can only assume it's a particularly deceptive form of procrastination.

Scheduling-wise, I usually practice 5-6 days a week, between 20 minutes and an hour and a half. Sometimes in the morning, sometimes in the afternoon, sometimes at night. When or where is way less important than I used to think. I don't beat myself up if I miss a practice. Anymore. I don't count taking or teaching class as practice, for obvious reasons. I count cross-training as non-negotiable, but again, not practice.

So here is a vague outline of what my practice might look like. Regardless of the length or focus of the session, I usually do something from each section, but in a longer session I might choose more than one thing, or do it for longer, or with more variations. In a smaller space, I might not get to do across the floor work, and if I'm really strained for time I won't do any static stretching. I usually foam roll before and after activity, it's for flexibility rather than safety.

Warm Up:
Cardio type things. In a larger space I might:
In a smaller space I might:
  • do jumping jacks
  • burpees
  • something else that makes me get warm and sweaty
On my laziest days, sometimes I've just done shimmy drills, but it's only marginally effective for getting super warm, super fast.

Activation:
Sometimes this moves around to after across the floor, but I keep it to before all my isolations/layering/technical work. I like to activate the core muscles that I'm going to use before isolating them (glutes, abs, obliques, quads, hamstrings, upper back) because it gets so much easier to be sure about what I'm using in my movements (just like with lifting)! It also gets easier to work muscles to technical failure later, which is something I try to do in my more ambitious practices. It usually includes movements like:
I hate crunch type activities. But you could use them if you were so inclined. I like to change it up now and then for fun.

Across the Floor:
This is probably my favourite part because it reminds me of being a kid/teenager in dance class. It was always my favourite part. I do all kinds of stuff across the floor, depending on my mood, what I'm working on, if there's anything pertaining to choreography that I'm drilling, etc. I wouldn't normally add "bellydance" movements here, I save that for later. This is more for full body movements or patterns (there are YouTube videos linked to many of the steps I mention below to give an idea of what I mean, but the list isn't exhaustive, it's specifically tailored to my current interests and needs):
My projects lately have been chaines turns, pose turns, and leaps  (I am pretty freaking rusty at leaps, but jumping feels super good). It can be as simple or as complicated as necessary, depending on just about anything. It's been a really long time since I incorporated a lot of jumping or kicking movements in my dancing, but I find myself wanting to lately, so I'm focusing on them here. That can and will totally change over time. And don't mistake the fact that the dancers I've linked to here being pretty good for some implication that I'm at that level with all these movements. I struggle more with some than with others.

To reiterate: while I don't consider this the time to work on traveling bellydance movements, neither does it need to be anything as technically complex or as classical/Western or ballet-ish as what I've been working on. This is an awesome time to do walks, runs, foot patterns, or any other traveling movement pattern that incorporates a full body cycle. 

Isolations/Technical Work:
Bellydance stuff. Glutes, slides, squares, locks, lifts, etc. I'll keep track of what I practice or what I sucked at in class or what occurred to me to try layering as I was falling asleep. If I'm really bad at something, I'll try it again next time I practice. For example, twists have always been a major chink in my armour, so I worked steadily at them over the past month to the point where they actually look pretty good now. Granted, I had some guidance from my teacher on that, but I think it's a good strategy to spend the most time practicing the thing you want to practice least.

I usually choose a muscle group (like glutes, obliques, back/abs, etc.) or a movement type (squares, circles, slides, etc.) and then drill it through a bunch of different means:
  • standing straight in the mirror
  • en relévé
  • on one leg (often with the other leg moving through a variety of positions)
  • in a squat position
  • layered over footwork (walking, step-touching, pas de bourré, chassé, cross-touching, box steps, etc.)
  • layered with other body isolations
Focus:
I work in different ways on an area that I'm actively trying to improve--lately it's been hands. It can be something more abstract like a body part, but it can also be something technical. I don't get too worked up over what it is, as long as I'm working. I'll invent or find exercises to work on that one thing. Dance books are awesome, and taking lots of classes and workshops can give ideas about what to try and how to work on it. When I'm in heavy rehearsals for a piece or show, it can even just be running choreography or drilling the parts that aren't adding up.

Creative:
I work on making new choreography, experimenting with different movements that I've taken in a class or thought up, improvising with different concepts in mind. It varies from day to day and week to week.

So I think that's kind of the long and short of it. One thing I could probably do better in the future is log my practices better. I don't keep track well enough of how much I'm practicing or what I work on. I just do it. So I'll make that a goal going forward.

Hooray!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

heather at the dark salon

My piece from the Dark Salon/Opening Party at The Dark Side Studio on December 10, 2011.

Choreography!

Music is Rihanna's "Only Girl in the World" covered by Ellie Goulding (the version from BBC live lounge, if you know it).



I had a lot of help from my kickass teacher Audra making, refining and dancing this piece. Having a kickass teacher is pretty much the best thing.

Monday, December 5, 2011

strong feelings about practicing

Here's what I think about practice and dance. Not even what to practice, when or how often. Just the concept itself. This obviously doesn't apply to people taking a class for fun, or for cross-training or just to try it out. I'm thinking more about the ever-growing number of us who more or less live for dance. And I know that there are a lot of us.

I'm grateful to my parents for continuously telling me, all through my childhood, that there's no point dedicating your time and resources to an activity if you are unwilling to practice.

Honestly, it sometimes felt like nagging when I was being dragged away from "fun" things to practice the piano, but what it taught me was that I wasn't that passionate about the piano after all. So after talking it over, I stopped playing. With dance, I was told consistently that I needed to practice, but I never, ever felt like I was being dragged away from something more interesting. Dance was the most interesting thing. Which is how I knew it was my thing.

I feel like it just might be the most valuable practical tool I ever developed. Not just the sheer will to practice, even when I super don't feel like it physically, emotionally or mentally; but the understanding of why that is important.

PRACTICE IS IMPORTANT. It is the most important thing. It is more important than getting onstage, it is more important than costumes, it is more important than knowing the right people or being in the right shows. In many ways, practice is more important than class. Practice is more important than anyone having heard of you, it is more important than having really awesome pictures on Facebook that 234,864 people "liked".

Why? Because if practice is less important to you than any one of those things, you're probably in this for the wrong reasons, and one day you're going to quit. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but one day it will fall apart, or it will be too much, or not enough. And there won't be anything to fall back on. Not in the sense of "being really good" because maybe you are and maybe you aren't, but nothing in the sense of having any real, lasting, personal connection with your own work. With the thing you care about the most.

At the end of the day, when the show is over and the students go home and it's just you, your own dance is what you're going to have left. And your connection with your personal practice is the foundation of that. It's about love. Not in a wishy-washy or flaky new age-y kind of way, in a literal, executable way. Practice is about loving your dance. It's about loving dance so much you dance all the time; loving dance so much that you want to be better and better; loving dance so much that dancing itself makes you a happier, more complete person.

It's also about taking the time to know your body, your art, your technique, inside and out. Not just trying to nail a fancy new movement or layer or combination, but going back to basics, consistently and with total intention. Feeling centered because every moment spent practicing is a moment spent improving incrementally and understanding your own dance better.

It feels like everyone else understands this already and we're late to the party or something. Classical musicians practice basic scales every time they practice, which is every single day. Ballet dancers always practice at the barre (every day!) Marital artists practice basic, simple katas, EVERY DAY. Not just once in awhile, but every day.

We are not too good to practice. We are not too advanced to practice. Practice isn't even necessarily about being good or advanced or whatever. It's about spending time with what it is that you do. And we're supposed to love that.